I thought I'd left panic attacks behind in Boston, but I've been having them the past few days.  It starts as a feeling of discomfort in my chest and back, and even though I *know* that's where I feel anxiety, I still can't help thinking "heart trouble?", which is what escalates everything.  It's possible that there is some underlying physical condition-- maybe I've pulled a muscle in my back or my chest or something.  For the most part, I've been able to think of it as a physical ailment like heartburn-- an annoying discomfort but not a sign of impending doom.  I'd go see my latest doctor but he's a moron; I've made an appointment with a new doctor for July 15th, and I'll bring it up then.  I guess I should get an EKG or something just to be sure.  I know I'm obese and out of shape (see how I'm distinguishing between the two, ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif) sanj and
sanj and ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif) wavyarms! Aren't you proud of me? :)  My blood pressure is probably a bit high too, although the little automatic blood pressure cuff we have at home has been giving me readings all over the map.  I'm also a hypochondriac, so there's that.  Is there some sort of "hypochondriac's hotline" or clinic where people like me can go in and ask stupid questions like "my little toe hurts, do I have cancer?"
wavyarms! Aren't you proud of me? :)  My blood pressure is probably a bit high too, although the little automatic blood pressure cuff we have at home has been giving me readings all over the map.  I'm also a hypochondriac, so there's that.  Is there some sort of "hypochondriac's hotline" or clinic where people like me can go in and ask stupid questions like "my little toe hurts, do I have cancer?"
Anyway.
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sanj and ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif) wavyarms! Aren't you proud of me? :)  My blood pressure is probably a bit high too, although the little automatic blood pressure cuff we have at home has been giving me readings all over the map.  I'm also a hypochondriac, so there's that.  Is there some sort of "hypochondriac's hotline" or clinic where people like me can go in and ask stupid questions like "my little toe hurts, do I have cancer?"
wavyarms! Aren't you proud of me? :)  My blood pressure is probably a bit high too, although the little automatic blood pressure cuff we have at home has been giving me readings all over the map.  I'm also a hypochondriac, so there's that.  Is there some sort of "hypochondriac's hotline" or clinic where people like me can go in and ask stupid questions like "my little toe hurts, do I have cancer?"Anyway.
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